Today I can not forgive myself, and I blame it on my God.
Hope that in the future I will come there, in my sickness, to forgive "my
God". Until I understand, this higher power in me, may be called "my
sixth mind" or something else. The word "God" is unimportant in this context, but to me it has been an intersubjective concept that tricked me
to use alcohol and drugs for 50 years. Because I myself have caused the disease.
Those I sometimes, completely human, blame and sometimes hate, I can forgive
them for passably. And I also think, that the day I can forgive myself, I can
wholeheartedly forgive them.
Two (or more) ”winghurted birds” help each other with reflection of experience in the healing
process. Yes, so it was once when AA began; An experienced doctor and an
experienced strategist, both alcoholic, started a crooked path to what the
organization is today. Jordan and Aubrey have themselves learned from AA, and
today they are able to missionate better self-esteem. It helps many to come to
an understanding when the outer and inner truth meets.
It has, and there are,
numerous prophets, missionaries and ministers who, in an intersubject way, make
people come to the knowledge, both in evil and good way. And maybe you and I
are one of them? One would like to mediate what one have been up to, or how?
But you must also carefully keep in mind that it wont not harm yourself or
anyone else! You can forgive yourself (and the higher power that direct you)!
You can always start by controlling your arrogance (high
fashion), which may be an ongoing process.
This gives me the peace of mind . . .
and; "YOU'RE
FORGIVEN" ! ? One thing at a time, take it easy. . . What, where, when,
how . . .
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